文丨吳軍林
吳軍林在歐洲圖恩湖畔
芳菲四月，對(duì)于我來(lái)說(shuō)有不少言說(shuō)和感動(dòng)，這是一個(gè)令人多思和多情的季節(jié)，因?yàn)樘斓亻g所有的花兒樹(shù)兒風(fēng)兒雨兒都在這個(gè)季節(jié)溫暖地相聚和綻放自己的浪漫與夢(mèng)想。當(dāng)然，這也是一個(gè)令人傷感多愁的月度，清明節(jié)就長(zhǎng)在這個(gè)月度，雨紛紛的清明節(jié)里孕育了無(wú)數(shù)對(duì)家園對(duì)故人的遙想和追尋…。四月于我來(lái)說(shuō)是一幅點(diǎn)染了紅砂的中國(guó)水墨畫(huà)卷，清麗、簡(jiǎn)明卻又有諸多變幻和搖曳的意境況。
今年四月，有兩件事值得我紀(jì)念和手書(shū)。一件是我回鄉(xiāng)掃墓，回鄉(xiāng)掃墓是我這幾年每年都要完成的心愿。今年的掃墓除了在先人的墳前進(jìn)行祭拜和追思之外，就是和老家人聊家常喝大酒，醉，是因?yàn)槲以敢猓乙盐以鷳B(tài)的歡暢和“最純嘴臉”奉獻(xiàn)給這片生養(yǎng)我的大地和同胞！我是一個(gè)吃百家飯長(zhǎng)大的極其普通的中國(guó)人，回到鄉(xiāng)下自然有許多陳年舊事記起來(lái)說(shuō)起來(lái)，我是在小腳祖母和諸多鄉(xiāng)里鄉(xiāng)親的“私藏中”與關(guān)懷下茁壯成長(zhǎng)的（我最起碼是吃了多位農(nóng)家嬸娘的奶汁長(zhǎng)大的）。我們那個(gè)吳姓家族當(dāng)年很復(fù)雜，從“反右”到“文革”的二十多年中，我們家家族有共產(chǎn)黨人有國(guó)民黨人有農(nóng)民有工人有知識(shí)分子有“當(dāng)下混蛋”等等。自然而然，在非常時(shí)期就苦了我這位從一出生就沒(méi)有戶籍的孩子（當(dāng)年被稱為“黑人”），小學(xué)五年我“跨界”兩省上了六個(gè)學(xué)校……。今年回鄉(xiāng)掃墓，鄉(xiāng)下的老人說(shuō)，樹(shù)高萬(wàn)丈，葉落歸根。你總歸是要老的，你總歸是要回到土地中的！所以，他們很認(rèn)真的對(duì)我說(shuō)，這個(gè)鄉(xiāng)下還是你的根，還是有你的生養(yǎng)土地和成千上萬(wàn)的同門(mén)家人的。而且，老村長(zhǎng)當(dāng)著我90多歲高齡的姑媽很認(rèn)真地說(shuō)，村頭靠學(xué)校靠省道邊有一塊地，荒了，有好幾畝呢，可以過(guò)到你這位長(zhǎng)子長(zhǎng)孫名下蓋個(gè)大房子以后你和你家小安安心養(yǎng)養(yǎng)老讀讀書(shū)都是可以的。我聽(tīng)了，心肺感動(dòng)得穿刺，差點(diǎn)兒再次熱淚盈眶！這就是我們家園的真情和根脈所在……。
吳軍林主席在亞太經(jīng)濟(jì)領(lǐng)袖論壇（海口）峰會(huì)上演講
另外一件事是，我這個(gè)小時(shí)候吃百家飯長(zhǎng)大的“流浪兒”，一個(gè)由鄉(xiāng)村跟著父親“平反”到縣城而后又到大都市的既不是豪富也不是權(quán)貴的普通人，在這個(gè)四月接到了來(lái)自法國(guó)巴黎的聘書(shū)，我已被正式聘為“國(guó)際旅游聯(lián)合會(huì)”副主席兼大中國(guó)區(qū)主席（該“聯(lián)合會(huì)”名譽(yù)主席是法國(guó)歷任總統(tǒng)）。從“流浪兒”到國(guó)際組織“主席”，這當(dāng)然是一個(gè)大的跨度（亞歐上萬(wàn)公里的），也該是一個(gè)“現(xiàn)世驚奇”。這個(gè)“大跨度”令我深夜靜思良久，這個(gè)“大跨度”是二十多年或更長(zhǎng)時(shí)間努力上進(jìn)和“匍匐”奮斗的一個(gè)并不悠長(zhǎng)的過(guò)程，這個(gè)過(guò)程既平淡又精彩！我在想，我為什么沒(méi)有在農(nóng)村當(dāng)農(nóng)民沒(méi)有在工廠當(dāng)工人沒(méi)有在監(jiān)獄里成為流氓及貪腐囚犯呢？真心感恩上天！每當(dāng)在人生關(guān)鍵風(fēng)口和欲望漩渦中我都極其理性地度過(guò)了兩三次“難得機(jī)會(huì)”，冥冥中的神助使我在幾近墮落和毀滅時(shí)堅(jiān)強(qiáng)在命運(yùn)階梯中爬升了上來(lái)！其實(shí)，人的一生只有兩到三次的絕佳機(jī)會(huì)，抓住了，你的人生從此就與眾不同或是命如兩界，沒(méi)有抓住，你的人生境況就總是不如人而且愁苦一生。在這樣一個(gè)蠢蠢欲動(dòng)地面對(duì)死者和生者的魅力四月，我真的不敢懈怠自己。在蒼天之下大地之上，我們擁有多么好的時(shí)代多么好的家園吶，下一個(gè)二十年或是三十年，普通和幸運(yùn)的我依然選擇努力精進(jìn)和拼搏奮斗！
吳軍林主席和智利國(guó)家前總統(tǒng)及亞太區(qū)特命全權(quán)特使愛(ài)德華多·富雷在長(zhǎng)城上對(duì)話
對(duì)于每一個(gè)來(lái)說(shuō)，一年都只有一個(gè)四月。每次，在告別大美故土和告別祖國(guó)首都北京去忙忙碌碌時(shí)，我心中都會(huì)有一個(gè)十分溫柔的聲音和十分雄強(qiáng)的聲音在傳來(lái)……十分溫柔的是我那位已經(jīng)回歸大地的慈祥善良祖母的聲音，十分雄強(qiáng)的是偉大祖國(guó)千千萬(wàn)萬(wàn)優(yōu)秀同胞們的聲音，這個(gè)聲音始終“嘹亮”地穿透著我的軀殼和靈魂！這個(gè)聲音千萬(wàn)次地對(duì)我說(shuō)：任何人只要善良和勤奮都是可以有價(jià)值地存在著并有代表性地成功著……
2017.4.10于北京
吳軍林主席在比利時(shí)
To April
April is full of fragrance and color, leaving me quite a lot of words and movement. It is a season makes people become thoughtful and amorous, because all of the flowers, trees, winds and rains gather together warmly and show their romance and dreams in this season. Of course it is also a month that makes people sentimental, because the Tomb-sweeping Day, a festival breeds innumerable memories and recollection for hometown and old friends, lies in April. April is a Chinese ink painting with red sand that is clear, beautiful, simple and has many fluctuations and flickering in my eyes.
國(guó)際旅游聯(lián)合會(huì)主席埃里克·杜履克先生（Mr. Eric Duluc）向吳軍林頒發(fā)國(guó)際旅游聯(lián)合會(huì)副主席兼大中國(guó)區(qū)主席聘書(shū)和金質(zhì)勛章。法國(guó)共和黨全國(guó)委員、國(guó)際旅游聯(lián)合會(huì)執(zhí)事及亞洲大區(qū)主席、法中文化交流促進(jìn)中心主席蔡垂彪先生（Mr. Bernard Sok）與在場(chǎng)嘉賓共同見(jiàn)證這一瞬間。
There are two things deserve me to concern about and make a record, one of which is tomb-sweeping. It’s a every year’s aspiration for me to return my home and do tomb-sweeping. This year, despite of paying respect to my ancestors at their tombs and bringing to my mind some old days, I also talked about the daily life and drinking with aged people. I grew up by eating rices from vicinage, and was cared for by my grandmother and fellow villagers and townsman, so of course I have many reminiscences to talk about with my villagers. Our Wu-surname family was extremely complex in those years, there were communists, kuominists, peasants, workers,intellectuals, etc, so I really had a tough time with no household register(I was called “an illegal man”). This year, when I was sweeping the tomb, the aged villagers told me that, lofty trees even have their leaves return to the land; you will be aged and you will have to return home as well. They told me seriously that, the village is still my root and there lying the lands and relatives and friends who have brought me up. What’s more, our old village head chatted with my aunt who is over 90 years old in face of me, he said, “There is a deserted land beside the school in our village which covers several mu, I would like to give it to you to build a big house here for your family members’ living or schooling.” I was moved completely when hearing this and couldn’t hold back my tears.
國(guó)際旅游聯(lián)合會(huì)副主席兼大中國(guó)區(qū)主席金質(zhì)勛章
Another thing is that—I, a waif in my childhood and a common Chinese man neither wealthy nor powerful, coming from countryside to county, and then to metropolis, just now I received letter of appointment from Paris, France that formally declares me the vice-chairman of Fédération Internationale du Toursime and the chairman in Greater China region. From a waif to a chairman, this is quite a large leap, and I meditate on a tranquil night. This big leap is a result of great efforts and fighting for 20 or more years that is both flat and colorful! I have been thinking about that, why haven’t I become a peasant in countryside, a worker in a factory or a prisoner for corruption and degeneration in a jail? I’ve gotten through two or three “god-given” chances rationally while encountered with lust and coming to the key points of my life. Actually, a person may have two to three good chances in his/her life, if you grasp them, your life will be different; if not, you will be inferior to others. April is a season when people are confronting with both the dead and the lives, and I dare not to be slack off. What a perfect time and a homeland do we have! In the next 20 to30 years, I will still choose to make efforts and strive.
When I left my beautiful hometown and the capital city Beijing to be busy like a bee, there were two different voices in my head, one was really gentle and another was very powerful. The gentle one was the voice from my gracious grandmother who was gone to the earth, and the powerful one was from thousands and thousands of our excellent compatriots. The voice is loud and penetrating through my soul and tells me that: as long as you are kind and hardworking, everyone could live a valuable life and be successful typically!
